I think it's about time I write something :) I haven't really been feeling too good for 2 days... (yesterday and today) but my momma finally got me some medicine, so I feel better now that I can actually focus on writing something... writing has been a huge thing for me. :) (especially since I began writing something that's actually important and it's "something" that I love... God♥) But enough about that... I'm going to try and make a point here. :)
--Okay, in all honesty, I feel like everytime I write something, doesn't matter what, I feel like I have to be some "professional writer" to make a point with what is said... I just want to know, if every time I write something, if I'm making that point clear? I'm no pro. at writing... I make errors.. just like you do.... but do I make a point? and is it clear?..--
Earlier I was thinking about this whole campus ministry thing... and someone (who will go unnamed) said something to me about it, and I started to feel a little unsure about it... they didn't say anything bad... It's just at times it seems like there's more adults being supportive than there are willing teenagers to go out of their comfort zones and go all out for God. That's not a bad thing, I'm glad there are supportive adults who are behind us on this and are praying for us as we expose our friends and our school to the truth of Jesus.
I started to think of ways to lead this campus ministry thing... and nothing really came to mind... Until I went outside for a prayer walk around these apartments... twenty-five minutes into it, I realised that I wasn't really praying... it was more of wishful thinking if you will... so my wishful thinking turned to actual prayer. It was a really good experiance.. having the thoughts of "You're just a teenager, do you really think they'll take you seriously?" and "You're far too shy to lead this campus ministry, let someone else do it." those bagan to fade as I focused on God... and then there are those reassuring thoughts... "You just do what I've called you to do, and I'll take care of the rest."
And even though I may feel like the smallest ant alive on some wacked uncool mission to expose my friends, my family and strangers to the truth of Jesus, I'm more ready and stoked than I've ever been in my life. There's something different about my last two years of High School that just may rock not only my life, but the lives of those at my high school.
3And pray for us, too, that God may open a door for our message, so that we may proclaim the mystery of Christ, for which I am in chains. 4Pray that I may proclaim it clearly, as I should. 5Be wise in the way you act toward outsiders; make the most of every opportunity. 6Let your conversation be always full of grace, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how to answer everyone. - Colossians 4:3-6
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity. - 1 Timothy 4:12
Not to us, O LORD, not to us but to your name be the glory, because of your love and faithfulness. - Psalm 115:1
If God is for us, who can be against us? - Romans 8:31
"You just do what I've called you to do, and I'll take care of the rest." :)
